Tuesday, 20 December 2011


     I should by know from the first time i met him. not giving too much hopes & think we might end up with happy ending. last nite was the worst nite ever, i took the very 'brialliant' idea with asking him to let me go. it started with an out of nowhere hackers whom hacked my facebook and posted something silly using my account. he was sounds like 'hwo need's my tits?' (a simple grammer to be mistake as im not that type of people who blind to do the mistake). well, actually i havent went to facebook since 2 days ago as i cant manage to go through it & i just logged in my boyfriend's account (okay, after few hours ago by last nite he wasnt mine anymore). i was very shocked when i saw 'im' posting a status which was not really me. i tried to warn the hackers but eventually he walled me some threat words that he barely hack my boyfriend's too if i dont stop chiding him. okay, im just afraid if my friends might say something bad upon me as 'im' posting some cheap status. tits? whoever else sane on earth wants to give up their tits? i wont! after that happened, few friends of mine called me to speak out bout that hackers thing. felt realived cuz few friends knew that im not that grammer mistakes & chepo to give out my tits. silly.

     As in dilemma, i tried to give calls to my boyfriend like hundred times but he didnt pick up any. I felt so bruised, bit disappoint as well because he never there for me whenever i needed him to share something with. being that kinda sorrow & down, i called him again & yes he didnt pick up again. few minutes later he only just texted me what happened to u? thats all???????????? after ive been calling him like thousands yet he act like do-not-know person. i was in angry because my friends always come first instead of him. how u supposed to feel if u were in my shoe honey?? he even rejected my calls as im goin to eat him i just need u to light my burden. thats all. why on earth u always think that i might yell at u like crazy? no, i wont do that. please give me some cares. and for the last time, he picked up mine and i started to cry. i spilt out of all ive been wanting to tell him about. he seems like no understands me & keep on blaming me not to understand him though. i asked for break up and ended up the calls. he done nothing but asked me 'why must u leave me just because of facebook thing?' see??????? he'll never know what i want & feel most. I'm not asking for a break up because of that damn silly facebook but yet it was u. your attitude.

     You'd never know that I've cried lots thinking of letting u go. i loved u still but this heart bruised bit because u never ever be there for me. I'm all alone by myself. and the thing that always running on my head is differences between u & Andi. we have known each other since 9 years ago but that's not the reasons why she always get the 1st place in my heart. u still remember my 20th years birthday? on a day that u have promised me to buy things as a gift for me? i don't think so cuz u never buy even once for my birthday until now. while Andi has gave me a handbag. i knew she wont let me down. plus, she has bought me lots since we were friends. she gave me sooooo much cares like no one else could. shes like a sister, a boyfriend, & a brother to me. on the other hand, shes the one who always worried if anything bad happen against me. and shes the one who always puts me on the 1st place in her heart. i wish u could do better than her. but at the end.... we ended up with broken heart & thanks to u, Hakim :')
I'm out of done...

I'm not supposed to love u.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing u were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where u are or what u do.
I'm sorry i can't help it cause im in love with u.

Love isnt just about 'love' matter but its wrapped & bond with cares, forgiven, understanding as well.


Sunday, 18 December 2011

Dear Hakim baby...

♥ ♥ Its been long time we havent talk like we used to. Yes, this stupid brain always thinking bout u lately. i wondered how im gonna walk this empty road without u? im keen to text u even make calls every single minute just want to say 'i miss u baby' but yet i might annoying u. feeling strange when our some friends told bad things bout us. yeahh as im about to off to university and ur studied at some place far from me. my mom asked me to go for a 'last' date with u. see....? how nice ur future mom in law even she kept thinking, worrying bout ur lunch when im gone. cuz ill be not that near from u like i always cooked something for ur lunch. im here, keep on praying & hoping that ull never forget me. cuz im waiting for u to come for me & asking me to be ur wifey. i miss u teribbly dear. so i have made u something to remind u bout me. ♥ ♥

we can achieve more beyond expectations.


Saturday, 17 December 2011

Few bitches named the price of love with dollars.
That's no love, its hunger for money.
Love isn't that cheap, like we buy groceries from the back market. its more than anyone can described.

Every girls want every jewelleries at the pass by shops yet couldn't all their boyfriends give of what they wanted to? nope, i don't think its work in here.
Not all guys have that much penny in their wallets. Only the luckiest one could earn that prosperity from their boyfriends. its too good to be true.
Somewhere, some girl, some guy who loved her girlfriend most. there's either no & impossible words to him to grant all his girlfriend wishlist.
Its such wonderful things when some guy willing to pay for all bucks that his girlfriend has spent.
I'm envy.
Yet the bad thing comes when the some ungrateful girlfriend only knows to start up a fight instead learn to say 'thanks my love' or maybe 'u have been so nice to me, thanks'. followed by kisses & hugs.
It's not a big favour to be ask from her but at least it worth to make her boyfriend happy and feel some love.
Hey bitch, you're lucky cuz not many as u can wipe out all the good things.
You know, a small kiss & warm hug from his beloved can give thousands of smile.
Bad is when the some girl don't realised it. fool.
To some unfortunate ones, they only pray to God if one day they could earn something from their boyfriends. Indeed, money cant buy u happiness but can u imagine how dancing on the moon if their boyfriend could buy something for them? just to show their cares and love.
Appreciate him. 
A good hearted guy wouldn't come twice, so think wisely before u start to jump off into some arguments. its bad, don't u ever do that ugly thing.
I'm glad if i earn loyalties from him. This isn't a fairy tale, many bad guys will come.


Thursday, 15 December 2011

Los Angeles based artist and writer with a chihuahua for an accomplice. Shes Nikki, a girl who famously known as the little bukowski. I just loved all her writing, i knew her since months ago when i surfing some stuff for my blog. Shes an idol who should be followed by us. A gorgeous girl yet she treats her fans like her own friends. We have talked once or mybe twice on her blog. Shes a nice girl to talk with. A simple girl with a simple life has showed me how truely life means. Her writings made me feel back to 80's when people can smell woods and all the classic scene of their sight. We should proud for having her here with us beside Agatha Christie.

Nikki is the quiet storm, a true observer who can capture the essence of a moment in a powerful manner. Her writing is the full force of fancy woman blood. Her blog reveals what many women have been trying to say all this time."
- by Derrick Brown, president, write bloody publishing

the best writing is writing with heart not ur brain.


Friday, 9 December 2011

Third parties are bad news. They are often the reasons for breakups in relationships and even marriages. They are considered pests in an otherwise perfect relationship. But of course, it is not easy to break a strong marriage, however, somewhere, somehow, when a third party shows up, the original couple tends to break up because trust has also been broken.
However, I know of one third party, who when we allow Him to get involved in our relationships and marriages, would even bring us closer together, make our love for each other stronger and make our bonds tighter. And that third party is God.
When we make God the center of our lives, we then make Him as the center of our affairs. Just imagine this love triangle - God on top, and we (our spouses and ourselves) at the bottom. The closer we draw to God, the closer we draw to each other. But the moment we draw away from God, the farther away we go from each other.
I am not saying that our marriage is perfect. But what I am saying is that God has really transformed our relationship and our love stronger. We have become closer and more intimate with each other.
If God has worked in our lives, He can also work in yours. And no marriage is beyond salvation when God works in our lives.

The Other Woman - Who The Fuck Is She?

She has been vilified as the vixen, home wrecker, hussy and whore. She has been told that she has no shame, no class, unhappy little tramp, seducer of the poor family man and other degrading names too numerous to mention. Who is she?
Let's take a closer look at the role the other woman plays. She is the one the husband can talk to when he is unable to talk with his wife. She understands him. She makes him feel like a man and she also makes him feel special. His marriage was a mistake, but he does not know how to end it gracefully. The other woman is his best friend who understands him. She may share common interests with this man. She is independent and is not clingy. In most situations the other woman has no intention of replacing the wife. She's happy with the arrangement. This makes her appealing unlike the wife at home. Some men are programmed to marry a dependent woman, while secretly wanting an independent woman. They end up marrying the wrong woman instead of seeking what they really want.
Here a few things to consider before anyone begin to criticize the other woman. The man willingly stepped out of his marriage. She did not steal anyone's husband. This is a common misconception about the other woman. I hope the wife of any husband who has been stolen by the other woman, has filed a robbery report with the proper authorities. It is interesting to note that a wife is quicker to accuse the other woman of stealing her husband rather than confronting her husband regarding his infidelity. Why is that? Women, who are wives, do not want to see their so-called happy home broken apart, so it is easier to overlook what their husband did and instead, attack the integrity of the other woman. Some husbands do not want to be married and neither do the wives, but they go ahead anyway. Resentment of the marriage and of each other develops, which leads to possible infidelity. The husband, has a responsibility to his marriage, the other woman does not have a responsibility to his marriage. He made a vow to his wife, the other woman did not.
You do not know what she was told about his current relationship status.
Feelings are never black and white. Bitches do the bitchy things. Its law of nature.


Wednesday, 7 December 2011

P/S : this post isn't related to dear readers except for that bitch. Any names that written here is not truely exist. based on what happened to a friend's friend of mine.

Well hello readers, sorry for not posting any as i am too busy managing my life. the only main reason i want to share this post with u is because i dont want u people being cheated by ur 'best friend'. maybe some people like me would not even know that our friends can also act like a piece of crap. but who knows rite? out of the moon she/he stabbed our back. couple days ago, a girl , named as A has uploaded a picture on her facebook and yes the picture was kinda naked (eventhough it wasnt that porn). her boyfriend found out that picture and felt so pissing off cause he cant accept that other guy has edited her girlfriend's. as that girl needs someone that she might share the problem with, she texted her best friend, named as B bout that misery problem. so her best friend advised her not to upload that kinda picture again and delete the naked picture as soon as possible cause the rest of monkeys (which is haters) would speak out rubbish bout the picture. that girl followed the orders and work out on her moody boyfriend. few days ago, that girl came to her best friend's house for visiting her and gossipping like they used to. heres the thing, actually her best friend told a friend of her, named C (and well a friend of that girl too) bout that case (the naked picture thing). as her best friend told that girl bout C matter, that girl smelled some hatred and bad attitude on their friendship. first and foremost we as 'BFF' cant easily tell other people outside the "BFF'' lines bout secrets that being shared. in this story the C bitch actually told her sister bout that naked picture. and soooo like always bitches do the bitchy things, they were like wondering and keen to look up at the picture. and for the A, she was like FUCKKK U BITCH!! how monkeys they were act like, digging up people stuff. its so okay for C to know bout A's picture yet too the C's sister wanna look up at the picture. like on earth what does the picture related to u honey bitch? u had never talk to that A even once and out of the blue moon u came out of nowhere asked bout that picture. WTF man??????!!!! are u seriously being stalker huhh?? end of story and some moral value we can get here is dont easily trust ur friends. sometimes they might squeeze u like a bug, really. beware and alert to ur biological surroundings (merepek semata-mata).

*sorry for my grammers.

listen to :
my best friend's hot
by the dolly rots

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

Okay, today i wanna share u my most favourite hime gyaru hair tutorial. its kinda easy & quick to be done but u need those other hair stuff like hairspray, hair clips, extensions, hair roller (required in small & large size). Kadang-kadang tak puas hati jugak sebab minah saleh pun leh wat rambut yang sebegini awesome! actually style ni inspired by japan/korean girls, tapi ramai tiru cuz style ni cute & hebat! Ramai asean people xpuas ati kt minah2 saleh ni cuz dorg rmai ciplak style ni (eventho it has no limits in fashion level). nak taw sbb ape? sebab muke dorg ni xserupa lgsung dgn asean face. haa, cm kite warganegara Malaysia maybe sesuai lah nk follow style ni sebab muke kita ada yg cm cina,jepun,korea,etc. tapt xleh dinafikan vid hair tutorial diatas sgt membuka mata saya! salute kt perempuan ni sebab tutorial senang diikut. sebenarnya rambut dia biasa2 aja tapi yg membuat ia lawa sebab dia pkai byk hair extentions, touch up guna hairclips segala. anyway, lets check this video out!!!!!!!!!!!! <33

Tsubasa Masuwaka (himegyaru icon)

Hime gyaru is a style from Japan, and it means "Princess girl". If you love dressing girly and looking adorable, you should try wearing it!! Here's how to be himegyaru.
  1. Start purchasing dresses Hime gyaru is about a sweet and innocent princess appearance. If you already have cute, frilly dresses, that's a good starting point. Dresses are mostly knee-length, but some are shorter. Popular things on hime gyaru dresses are fake fur, pearls, animal print, flowers, bows and anything that's cute and sweet. But keep all these things in moderation, like ruffles just at the bottom of a dress, or lace on the sleeves. Don't make yourself look like your outfit it's eating you alive! Dressed tend to be very regal looking, and generally are in pastel colors-- after all, you're a princesss girl! Some popular brands are Jesus Diamante and Liz Lisa.
  3. You don't always have to wear dresses! If you have a nice pair of jeans with no holes, pair it with tops that have bows, lace, animal print, and anything very cute and hime. Add some matching ballet flats or heels and a pearl necklace/cute jewelry, along with cute gyaru makeup and hair. Just be sure to keep it very nice--princess gal, remember?
  5. Makeup is important!! Hime gyaru gals usually wear lots of makeup, but it is very simple looking. Usually a himegyaru will wear liquid (most popular) eyeliner in black, light foundation, false eyelashes and/or mascara and pink lipgloss/lipstick. Eye makeup is usually done to make the eyes appear larger. Tanning is optional, but if you do get one, don't make it very dark or orange, usually Hime gals just use a light bronzer if they choose to tan at all.
  7. Get a hair accessory. One huge flower (i.e. a rose) or a silk bow are good hair accessories. If you don't have a bow a little crown or tiara (it shouldn't be too big or it will look funny), whether plastic or metal, will be an adorable option. You MUST have a hair accessory. Popular hairstyles include having your hair teased into a high beehive or boufant hairstyle, with lots of curls, or having a nice, simple bun. Straightened hair isn't very hime unless you have a boufant to accompany it--the elaborate big-hair hairdo is a trademark hime gyaru style. The hime haircut is perfect for hime gyaru--it's basically long bangs cut to your jaw, with regular bangs as well, the rest of the hair is cut evenly at one length.
  9. Get some type of nails. Fake nails are very pretty, especially they are nice if you naturally have short nails, but if you want to go totally natural, a clear or shimmery white nail coating can be used. They should be decorated/painted in some fashion. Many tutorials for hime gyaru nails are available online.
  11. Hime Gals aren't usually snobby! Be kind to others, and don't dumb yourself down to seem like a perfect princess!! And you don't always have to be frilly and girly, you can still do anything you want, gyaru is simply a fashion, it doesn't restrict what music you listen to, activites you do in your spare time, or how you choose to act. Lastly, BE CONFIDENT!! Lovely makeup, cute hair and nice clothes mean nothing if you don't think you look good!
* source from : be a himegyaru


Friday, 4 November 2011

At least I know what love is. Like clouds love the sky, ocean loves sand, winter loves snow, snow loves breeze, it's all connected. It's called unconditional love. It's in our heart.

♥ gift from Zhuyin Cloud ♥

listen to :
you're cute
by kim jung ah


Wednesday, 2 November 2011

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Hai kawan-kawan!! hari ini Kit nak ajar u all macam mana nak mekap ala2 sweet & gorgeous gitu. tapi 1st and foremost, ni lah muka Kit kalau tanpa mekap. buruk kan? haha. jangan terperanjat ye sebab mekap boleh mengubah segala-galanya. jadi x payah lah awak semua nak buat botox ke ape ke, ambil pil ke. jangan okay? itu hanya akan memudaratkan kesihatan & juga berbahaya. sebelum 2nd tutorial ini, Kit dah ajar macam mana nak mekap yg simple tapi berkesan. okay, dalam post ini pula, Kit nak ajar mekap yang tebal sedikit yang akan merubah rupa awak semua ke tahap maksimum! So, lets check it out guys!!
  1. First of all, basuh muka awak dengan bersih & lap bagi kering. disini krim / foundation amat diperlukan bagi menutup cacat cela dimuka anda (bekas jerawat/pori2 hitam/ruam merah). sapukan ke seluruh muka dengan betul ye, jangan ada yang bercapuk (ratakan).
  2. Next, guna compact powder yang ada untuk lapisan kedua di atas muka anda. (x kira lah jenama apa, janji tone warnanya mengikut kesesuaian warna kulit anda). kalau boleh pakai dileher juga ye kerana nak samakan dengan warna kulit muka tadi.
  3. Kali ini Kit akan menggunakan eyeshadow bewarna grey. sapu di sluruh kelopak mata anda, jangan sampai selekeh ye, nanti cam badut lak. dah sudah tu, di bahagian atas kelopak mata tu anda sapu sedikit eyeshadow bewarna hitam bagi menampakkan shadow / layer bagi menarikkan lagi mata tu.
  4. Seperti biasa, penggunaan liquid eyeliner amat penting bagi mata yang besar macam Kit ni. DIINGATKAN BAHAWA KEPADA BERMATA SEPET JANGAN SESEKALI PAKAI EYELINER TERLALU TEBAL hal ini kerana mata anda akan kelihatan kecil & tidak menarik (pendapat saya lah ye). pakai sehingga ke ujung kelopak mata, kalau nak lagi cantik bentukkan sedikit garisan eyeliner tu ala2 kucing gitu.
  5. Then, anda gariskan sedikit eyeliner dibawah garisan mata. Jangan lupa pakai mascara bagi melentikkan bulu mata anda.
  6. Blusher pun harus diguna pakai dalam mencantikkan wajah anda. sapu dia bahagian tulang pipi anda.
  7. Akhir sekali guna lah lipstick bewarna merah cerah bagi menampakkan mekap yang berani & garang. ramai yang takut untuk memakai warna merah terang ini kerana takut dikata mekap tebal. its okay, anda boleh juga guna lipstick mengikut warna yang anda suka.

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

Post kali ini : make up tutorial contest oleh blogger comel,cun kite iaitu cik CNP (Cik Nurul Pinky).  saje je mau join mana tau kot2 menang pulok..kuikui :p

Haa,buruknya budak kat atas ni kan? inilah saya kalau x b'mekap..huhu TvT post kali ini saya akan ajar kawan2 macam mana nak jadi cantik macam saya selepas mekap.. (perasan je cantik). sebelum itu, manusia dilahirkan sempurna..semuanya cantik & hensem,hanya dengan bakat & sentuhan magis yg m'nambahkn sedikit lagi keserian wajah kite. so jom lah kite ramai2 m'cuba tutorial ini okay! :3
  1. First skali sapukan/ratakan krim alas mekap (bahasa pasar dia),x kira lah jenama ape pun. disini saya nak tekankan, awak semua haruslah sapu sehingga rata & sekata. nanti xnak lah bercapuk-capuk muka tu kan.
  2. Selepas itu, lapisan kedua anda perlulah memakai bedak alas muke iaitu compact powder (juga tidak perlu m'kira jenama ape ye sbb jenama xpenting pun). ini pun kena pakai dengan sekata, xperlu nak pakai tebal2 segala nanti muka m;kalahkan hantu kak limah pulak. hehehe
  3. Kemudian, bahagian mata perlulah disapu dengan eyeshadow yg b'warna putih. ini b'tujuan untuk menutup garisan atau eyebag yg gelap tuh kalau ada. dah sape semua, lukiskan garisan bawah mata dengan m'gunakan pencil eyeliner b'warna putih. kalau boleh cari yg mahal sikit sebab senang pakai. sekali saja lukis,dah nampak garisan tu.
  4. Okay, bagi saya eyeshadow ni xperlu lah tebal2 sangat m'ngalahkan opera cina jadi saya hanya m'gunakan pink eyeshadow sbg lapisan pertama & hanya perlu tambah purple eyeshadow di ujung kelopak mata tu sikit.. ala-ala smokey eyes gitu & mata kelihatan besar sebelum mekap.
  5. Agak-agak mekap tu dah sempurna, awak pakai eyeliner b'warna itam diatas mata awak. saya sarankan pakai yg liquid punya sebab x mudah ilang kalau xkena air (walaupun ramai yg cakap liquid ni susah nak pakai). pastikan lukis sampai lebihkan sedikit dari saiz mata anda (flick) ala2 mata kucng gitu bagi mata tu nampak besar & cantik.
  6. Kemudian,bawah mata tu pakai juga eyeliner tapi yg jenis pencil ye kerana mudah nak lukis & x kotor. pastikan pakai separuh sahaja ye (half way), nak pakai penuh 1 mata pun boleh juga. ikot ksesuaian awak.
  7. Last but not least, pakai blusher wane pink ke merah ke orange ke. (ikut tone kulit muka awak). Jangan lupe ye pakai mascara bagi mencantikkan mata awak semua tu..haa dah siap pun!!
* Tips : nak nampak lain dari yang lain, pakailah lens bersaiz besar (16mm/17mm). murah je.. dan lagi 1 kalau rajin tu pakai lah fake eyelashes. barulah glamor gitu..hehehe!! XD

SELAMAT MENCUBA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

Whats the different between ugly people in pretty people? The difference is not in appearance, it is in attitude. In my opinion, even if someone doesn't have a pretty face or trim figure, their personality can make the most beautiful person in the world. If you are kind, caring and generous, you are beautiful. It doesn't matter what your face looks like. Yet, generally pretty people live better because they take care of themselves more, they care more about their health and being pretty gets them farther. People are people. Who is to say. I mean physical appearance shouldn't change anything.

Newest picture of me :

''the best way to attract people is your originality. this is the brand new of style.''


Sunday, 16 October 2011

 For me, a true friend will never, ever leave you no matter what happens! It’s not important whether she/he is miles apart from you, as a true friend will always have you in his heart forever. So distance should really not matter. They don't lie to you no matter what. They also keep their promises. They also don't stab you in the back.

A true friend will always believe in you even though you no longer believe in yourself. She/He will always bring out the best in you.

 A true friend is like your other self. She/He will be your best and worst critic as he will always tell you the truth, though he knows it will sometimes hurt you. At least she/he is always honest.

 A true friend will not need any explanation as she/he will always understand.

 And most of all, a true friend is someone who is willing to share her/his TIME with you. Time shared together has always been imporatant for me, as time is something no one can ever buy nor take back. The moment a person shared his time with you, she/he had already shared a part of her/his life with you.

What you are calling true friend is Best Friend, a person that has known you all your life or a minimum of let’s say five years. No one under that time would I ever consider a true friend. I might be wrong but to be best friends it takes time and experience to know the other inside and out, trust does not happen over night!

 That being said, friends have been through hell together nothing will ever come between them that includes marriage of either one they melt into the family. They are siblings in a way that know each other inside and out!

 There is a line that friends should never cross concerning their friendship, honesty and truth is a must for a healthy friendship. Without either there can be no trust and with out trust the friendship will not last long. A healthy friendship is one of communication that time and distance can not destroy, any and all communications are a fear free zone because of the trust the friends have!

When giving their word or promise it is unbreakable that is situations do arise that might interfere with a promise again communication is essential to the friendship. When this happens the that must break the promise can only explain why, the one that is effected must also accept the break with grace. Remember best or true friends have no problems that can’t be worked out or forgiven!

 I see friendship as standing back to back both facing the world and protecting each other, friends do not let friends get hurt. True or best friends never ever willfully hurts the other, a friend would rather die than hurt or blindside their friend. This is an unforgivable act!

 Friends are always there for the other 24/7 life.

All About Friendship

 The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

 If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.
 - Winnie the Pooh -

 True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it is lost.
 - Charles Caleb Cotton -

 A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

Do not walk in front of me, I may not follow. Do not walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.
 - Albert Camus -

 Friendship is one mind in two bodies.
 - Mencius -

 If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them. I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

 Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

 We all take different paths in life but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.
 - Tim McGraw -

 Hold to a true friend with both of your hands.
-Nigerian Proverb -

So heres my friendship, Andi Zephyr. whats yours?


listen to :
dear amy
by andi zephyr

Monday, 10 October 2011

Love at first sight is very, very real. Know how I know? I’ve experienced it.
There was no retrospective pondering. There was no confusion on the difference between love and lust. It was what it was. And even a hopelessly sardonic person such as myself simply couldn’t deny the reality of it. I knew I loved this guy. The moment I saw him. When I first saw him a while back, i literally grabbed my chest because I physically felt my heart give one tremendous beat. I'd never been so immediately drawn to someone. The way he spoke, his demeanor, the way he walked, what he talked about.. everything. I felt that I'd already known him somehow and immediately felt so comfortable. I felt automatically connected to him. attached. And his smile, omg, so genuine and amazing. He was so kind and warm and I can’t forget about how I felt. Even though that time was short.

Yes its true some times it happens. Love at first sight. Yes, love is deeper than sight. But sometimes at first sight, you can tell a lot about a person and connect at a very deep level that is not about looks. I also think that having this connection gets you through a lot and gives you something to come back to.


Wednesday, 5 October 2011

What is true love? The true love is something that everyone wants to feel, but it is a fact that only a little part of the people has the luck to meet her. What is actually the true love? That is the most beautiful thing that can happen to someone, because that is one shared feeling. When you meet someone and fall in love with him that is not the true love still. If this person shares your feelings that still is not the true love.

But it is true that this is the first step to that amazing feeling. The true love is something more then falling in love. She is at the first place trust, because without him every relationship is fated and can’t survive a long time. When you have trust in your partner you are anxiety-free. That must be shared because when the one person in the relationship believes in the other, but the other don’t do this, this leads to problems and probably to broke up. The true love is a friendship. You must to can be not only lover to your partner, you must be his friend.

Your partner must be the man from who you can ask for advice and who you can say your secrets, because he will not say to no one else this things, he wouldn’t be betrayed you. It is a true love when you can talk about everything with the person who you are in love with. Exactly the talking is the most important thing for the true love, because when the partners talk, they can find a decision to every problem, which they have. One big part of the couples breaking up, because they can’t or don’t want to talk. When the love is a true love, she can survive everything. Every problem is a test for the feelings and strength of one relationship. The true love is help. When you really love someone you are ready to help him right away and to do everything for him.

Of course this must be shared. The true love is care, because when you are in love with someone you make everything that your partner can feel fine and loved. When the love is a true love this fact automatically eliminates the egoism, because now you are not alone and you must thing about the wishes, which have the person with who you are. When you love someone you want to make him happy. The true love means support too. The feeling when you know that by you stands someone who loves you and every time will support you, is really great. One love is true when the two in the relationship are frank and honest.

The true love is aspiration for acquaintance of the man who you are in love with. When you became well familiarize with your partner, you will find his entire blemish, but you must not aspire to remove them. If your partner’s love to you is real he will make everything possible to remove them himself. When two people can make so that their character fit and when they can make compromises that mean that these people love each other and their love is a true love. To find the true love means to find a perfect match for you, your half. The people are saying that everyone has a half somewhere over the world, but these who meet her are only a little part.

When the love is shared, she is a true love and makes you one better person and the world look like a better place for a living. When you and your partner have the same thinking and the same conception for the life, you can be together a very long time. The true love is when two people want to spend their time together in loving each other and when their love survives all of the obstacles, which they meet during their life together. Furthermore, if the people are able to keep their love the same as it was in the beginning through out the years, you can say that this is true love. Remember that finding the true love of your life is really hard and you may need more than one lifetime to make that happen, but in the end it will be worth it.

Make sure that you will never stop searching for the true love, because there is no set date that you will find it and also the true love is likely to appear in odd circumstances.


listen to :
how do u sleep
by jesse mc'cartney

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

Why are some people cute and some aren't?

Humans subconsciously study bone structure, and a lot of opinions of why people are "cute" are based upon that. Which is why sometimes when people ask "Why do you think they are cute" you don't quite know why, its because your actually studying their bone structure in their face. A persons eyes and self-esteem may also be factors into such a claim.
  • Perfection is the child of time.
  • Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.
  • The true perfection of man lies not in what man has, but in what man is.
  • Imperfection clings to a person, and if they wait till they are brushed off entirely, they would spin for ever on their axis, advancing nowhere.
  • Perfect numbers like perfect men are very rare.
  • The condition of perfection is idleness: the aim of perfection is youth.
  • All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of our splendid failure to do the impossible.
  • It is only imperfection that complains of what is imperfect. The more perfect we are the more gentle and quiet we become towards the defects of others.
  • True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
  • Perfection of means and confusion of goals seem-in my opinion-to characterize our age.
  • No one becomes perfect, but some become great.
  • If a man should happen to reach perfection in this world, he would have to die immediately to enjoy himself.
  • The important work of moving the world forward does not wait to be done by perfect men.
  • The only nice thing about being imperfect is the joy it brings to others.
  • No one is perfect… that’s why pencils have erasers.
  • A designer knows he has achieved perfection, not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.
  • Fix your eyes on perfection and you make almost everything speed towards it.
  • The pursuit of perfection, then, is the pursuit of sweetness and light.
  • Assert your right to make a few mistakes. If people can’t accept your imperfections, that’s their fault.
  • The principal mark of a genius is not perfection but originality, the opening of new frontiers.
  • Everything is perfect in the universe –even your desire to improve it.
  • No good work whatever can be perfect, and the demand for perfection is always a sign of a misunderstanding of the ends of art.
  • Perfection is our goal, excellence will be tolerated.
  • A man would do nothing if he waited until he could do it so well that no one could find fault.
  • Perfect is determined in shortened measures of time, not over long periods of time or lifetimes. It would be unnatural.
  • The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself.
  • Only mediocrity can be trusted to be always at its best.
  • This is the very perfection of a man, to find out his own imperfection.
  • Be intent on the perfection of the present day.
  • The more perfect a thing is, the more susceptible to good and bad treatment it is.
  • I don’t confuse greatness with perfection. To be great anyhow is…the higher achievement.
  • All things excellent are as difficult as they are rare.
  • Better to do something imperfectly than to do nothing flawlessly.
  • Artists who seek perfection in everything are those who cannot attain it in anything.

I’m not perfect. you are not perfect. we are not perfect. so be contented what you have. the person you love is the one who comes when you dont even ask.


listen to :
by christina perri

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

imagine for a moment a bug's ear on top of a girl's head. cute picture? well it's a picture of my very best friend, qiqi bunny. she was like connected to bunny things. adorable and cuddly. she was given by magic touch. just look at her makeup especially when it comes to her shimmer eyes. once before she has known as a girl who addicted to wear wigs yet she changed all those style all the way round. real deal was the main issue why she refused to wear it. in any ways or any how she changed the style, i still adore her. at least she got her very own way to improve herself. after all, haters always there when things are perfection.

''you're what u eat. you're what u wear.''


listen to :
bubble pop!
by HyunA

True friendship is perhaps the only relation that survives the trials and tribulations of time and remains unconditional. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just the general traits of a friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friends, who are indeed rare treasure.

Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. It is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. Friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life. Friendship is eternal.

Different people have different definitions of friendship. For some, it is the trust in an individual that he / she won't hurt you. For others, it is unconditional love. There are some who feel that friendship is companionship. People form definitions based on the kind of experiences they have had. This is one relation that has been nurtured since time immemorial. There are famous stories about friends in mythologies of different religions all over the world. They say a person who has found a faithful friend has found a priceless treasure.

It is easy to find friends, but very difficult to maintain their friendship for a long time. Some people are blessed to have friends, who stick to each other through the thick and thin of their lives and never ever break the relation, even with geographical distance or time. Others take time to open up with people, while there are many others, who do not feel confident about themselves to have friends for their lifetime. Long lasting friendship does not happen in a day. It takes years to develop understanding and higher levels of trust, if you want to boast of having old friends. It needs equal efforts from both sides to make the relation work.

Some childhood friendships actually develop into long lasting friendship, since it is a result of mutual understanding and undeterred trust. People swear by the power of old friendship. The fact that there is always a trusted friend to fall back upon in times of need is very re-assuring. In fact, very few are blessed with long lasting friendships. Friends who have been with each other through the highs and lows; those who have seen each other fail and rise again, would definitely be true to each other. Those pals who have seen each other laugh and cry and yet stood by each other, accepting the good and the bad points, are true friends and they can maintain long lasting friendship.

The bond between the old friends is formed is so strong that even long distance cannot deter it. One can find a sparkle in the eyes of the people, when they tell about having old friends and boast of the longevity of their friendship. Childhood friendship is usually formed, when young kids get to know their immediate classmates and neighbors. Although they fight and cry at first, just like normal kids, with time, they get to develop a good level of understanding. The secret to long lasting friendships is not giving up on each other. It is inevitable that they grow up, form their opinions, have different temperaments and attitudes and possibly have different lifestyles. Yet, they hold onto each other and respect each other's opinions and attitudes.

Finding a true friend, who stays around forever, is something that life offers to very few. Often, life is compared to a train journey - you come across many people, enjoy the moment to the fullest and bid good bye to them. Similarly, you might come across many friends in your life, but it would be hard to find that person, who emerges as your true friend. Yet, some people are saluted for their great friendships that they have developed in their lifetime. It is astonishing to find them maintaining their friendship right from their school time until their old age. When asked how, with a spark in their eyes, they would boast of the level of understanding and trust that they have developed, over the years. Perhaps this is the reason why many friendships are old, but as pure as gold.
''people only knows who their true friends through difficulties. so try to get one.''
listen to :
it's all about you
by mcfly

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

Zhuyin Cloud & Kitty Goregeous
by : Artoukgraphy
it's hard to find our mr.perfect. sometimes ages weren't enough to find one. for me i had find one. few years ago i was playing with a song from a rocket to the moon. i wondered who might that guy be. i wish i could meet the guy soon. i really need a guy who can be the guy in that song. after struggling with those sorrowful life, i met him months ago. and yes, he's my mr.perfect in that song.

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...


Monday, 12 September 2011

boredom. the best tag line for my routine. sleeping under warm sheets and spongy pillow; woke up at 9.00 am. just being so damn simple, half naked. wearing those panties, and sometimes shorts paired with tshirt or singlet on top. preparing for lunch set, surfing the social networking and straight away jump off to my bed. after all, man really needs to charge up right?

At the side of the most dark corner, i sat alone posting my blog. mostly, i'd rather find a silent place. i'm not a type of teenager who loves to bang all over the place yet, i'll find myself silently. harsh; it's not really what i'm into for. what i meant was about my writing skills. sometimes it takes days to finish up my posts.

listen to :
rise up
by bless the fall


Saturday, 10 September 2011

Across the main road, we parked the car nearby the trees. the wind seems like whispered to the trees gently. it was a good day to enjoy meals with friends at nearby pizza hut. so, we crossed the road carefully; there was lots of cars drowning in the road as i can see, it was the only main road we usually used for. as we entered in the pizza hut, the main pizza girl welcoming us to have a seat and she brought also the menu list. we came by 3; me myself, fadz diela and hadie latif. there just a few of people who came by to pizza hut maybe because of it was still eid days. actually i was wait for my boyfriend, debab (zhuyin) but as the matter of the fact, he's not being punctual. after half an hour he came and joined us to finish the meal.

as u know, i just loved to snap picture whenever i go. even it's a public place. no worries, apparently it didn't harm u even an inch. i just grab my friend's cell and snap as many as i can. (don't blame for using her phone because her camera was way better than mine). first victim would be my boyfriend, debab. naaa, he just same like me. pouting our face to look cute on that picture. LMAO.

same old same. starting a date with lunch and ended up with lunch.

''after all, what's the point of being dead if u don't live a little?''

listen to :
i'll be missing you
by d.j musher (piano cover)


Friday, 26 August 2011

Tentry Ayu Megasari / Tenn
Just adorable. a word that i can described bout this cute little girl. we've known each other since 2009 on myspace but we didn't talked much on that years cuz i'm not kinda
talkative person. shy. yet lately, she added me up on facebook. i'm so suprised when she still remember me. we started wall to wall till' we had some bonds. i meant, a really good relationship.

she was like a big sister to me; kind, most caring person, friendly and swear to god, i adored her style!! many people; which were our facebook pals said we're just like twins. i'm not sure which part does it related, but sometimes i get my self a mirror and yessss,i've realized we had the physically commons. our nose, eyes, the way we smile and our hairstyle too!! but nawww, mine sucks.

her's wayyyyy cooler than mine. no doubt.

today i just received a letter from her. only god knows how exciting i am to open up the packages. actually the packages was sent to andy's cuz i just got into new house thus i'm not sure bout the address. so a very kind heart boyfriend of mine,zhuyin cloud willing to help me to take the packages from andi.

one more special thing bout us is..we do loved pink!!!!! <33

 A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud. I am arrived at last in the presence of a man so real and equal, that I may drop even those undermost garments of dissimulation, courtesy, and second thought, which men never put off, and may deal with him with the simplicity and wholeness with which one chemical atom meets another. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

 Men kick friendship around like a football, but it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it goes to pieces. ~Anne Morrow Lindbergh

 Yes'm, old friends is always best, 'less you can catch a new one that's fit to make an old one out of. ~Sarah Orne Jewett

 Many a person has held close, throughout their entire lives, two friends that always remained strange to one another, because one of them attracted by virtue of similarity, the other by difference. ~Emil Ludwig

 The best rule of friendship is to keep your heart a little softer than your head. ~Author Unknown

 I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. ~Robert Brault

 There is one friend in the life of each of us who seems not a separate person, however dear and beloved, but an expansion, an interpretation, of one's self, the very meaning of one's soul. ~Edith Wharton

heres the things she has posted to me few weeks ago but i just got it today. isn't cute?? :3 umm..i'll think something cute for her, maybe a dress or shirt. for sure it will comes by pink! just like she loves. thanks to my mom cuz she has suggested me something that will surprised her,tenn.

thanks to god for giving me a lots of friend. neither she nor he, both has showed me the truely means of friendship is. thank you so much guys. love you.

listen to :
by stereo skyline



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